Saturday, Me day

So the husband is at work and our youngest got home from work awhile ago so now I watch the clock and wonder what to do? Its an odd feeling to go from chasing boys to hockey rinks for over 14 years to now having whole weekends ahead of me with nowhere to be, nothing to do that's hugely pressing, time wise or otherwise. Well nothing besides impending laundry to clean and dirty kitchen floors to wash...but come on, its the weekend. Regular life and chores need to stay in the week... weekend is play time. Something to break up the mundane (boring) routine of life. So what I have realized now is that I struggle to "let myself" relax and do something just for me. Its like I don't feel I am "allowed" to think about ME after 20-plus years of always doing for others and putting the kids ahead of myself. (sometimes to the demise of my health and ego ) Anyone else? Soooo I rolled some coins and plan to go to the bank, trade em up and then scoot to my favorite store, Roeda Studio here in Grand Rapids, to "treat myself" to something fun. Then its off to scope out some garage sales and then to the craft show in Coopersville ! ( we are hitting the food trucks for dinner- I despise cooking on the weekend) Ladies, we gotta fill our emotional tanks so we have gas to run our engines. This is how I fill mine,